Loneliness falls on me
I can hear her cry
see the black tears, running down my spine
Try to hide myself inside myself
and leave all the sorrow behind
I’d rather die than face your face
I die in my life
and everytime I do
I can’t leave you behind
Battles are won and lost
but in the end you’re left
empty-handed on a side-track
Try to fight myself against myself
and leave all the pain behind
I’d rather lie from time to time
I die in my life
and everytime I do
I can’t leave you behind
I never knew
It was me, I couldn’t trust
I never knew, I was the one who couldn’t trust.
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Your Ending
Long legs tight look you’re wearing
the latest fashion show you’re the one who
walks on but is never walked upon
Your hair your eyes decieving
but underneath your bleeding heart
you’re crying silently, where’s your dignity?
Your Ending
before you reach me somehow
Your favourite color’s pink you’re
nowhere fast of thinking straight
and in the middle of your thoughts
you lose your way
So where’s you’re power now you’re
standing on our backs to
reach the stars and now look
who’s fameous now?
Your Ending
before you reach me somehow
…oh, you’re alone,
no don’t unfold
what’s inside is yours!
You’re Ending
before you reach me somehow
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Under Pressure
In the middle of
something you call home
trapped in between of mirrors and ghosts
I am a believer in doubt, I’ve lost my way out
I am a sinner with a heart, breaking apart
You can’t take control over yourself
When you break the bones from my flesh
Your life is in your arms embracing life is in your
Life is in your arms embracing life is in your
arms…
We’re so close to the sun
still your hearts are growing cold
before you say a word
let’s change your mind
Pityful wasting
time is fooling us
it’s just a way to keep us – under pressure
I am a forgiver who punishes you
my conscience will grow
I’m deprived but I’m satisfied
You can’t take control over yourself
When you take, what we have bulit
Your life is in your arms embracing life is in your
Life is in your arms embracing life is in your
arms…
We’re so close to the sun
still your hearts are growing cold
before you say a word
let’s change your mind
..your life is in your arms embracing
..your life is in your arms embracing life
..your life is in your arms embracing
..your life is in your arms embracing life
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Step Back
There is no warmth
Just frozen moments fill me up
I wanna touch the sky
Without standing on your backs
We’re all just a breath away
I have no strenght
my hands are weak, I can barly move
I’ve lost my selfcontrol
Could it be, we’re all just too selfish
we’re all just a breath away…
Take a step back, breathe in new days
or choke on your past
It’s like finding what you live for
Take a step back, breathe in new days
or choke on your past
It’s like finding what you live for…
Ref. :There is no warmth
Just frozen moments fill me up
I wanna touch the sky
Without standing on your backs
We’re all just a breath away
There’s no room
for all those people, constantly taking
I’ve lost my patience
Could it be, we’re all just too selfish
we’re all just a step away…
Take a step back, breathe in new days
or choke on your past
It’s like finding what you live for
Take a step back, breathe in new days
or choke on your past
It’s like finding what you live for…
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Suicidal Trip
It’s getting clearer
my inside is see-through, if you look deep enough
you might see a broken little girl
what have I become?
So cold I see the air while breathing
all my feelings seem to freeze and I wonder
if I’m alive at all?
I wanna feel all the pain
I wanna feel all the hate
All that’s tearing me apart – for you
I wanna rip my heart out
Into pieces one by one
Just to see you smile again…
Please teach me
I’ve never felt to love someone this way
doctor help me if you can
and those tears, what are they for?
Are they something you can’t ignore?
so dry your eyes
you’re so pitiful you liar, hypocrite, you whore!
I wanna feel all the pain
I wanna feel all the hate
All that’s tearing me apart – for you
I wanna rip my heart out
Into pieces one by one
Just to see you smile again…
You feel betrayed
and all I feel is that I’m left behind
behind those smiles all I see
is bitterness inside of me, inside of me, inside of me
Inside I heal, inside I heal , I heal
I break before you…
I feel shallow is it best for me
to isolate myself?
There’d be no one left alone
There’s so much
holding me back committing crimes
those of low budget kind
and I’d still feel obsessed
with the thought of having it all
and despite all of this, despite all of this, despite all of this
How come I feel so alone? I feel so alone!
And I feel shallow is it best for me
to isolate myself?
There’d be no one left to hurt!
I don’t feel the cuts in my heart
cuts in my heart, I don’t feel
the cuts in my heart, cuts in my heart!
I don’t feel it cuts in my heart
It cuts in my heart!
I feel shallow is it best for me
to isolate myself?
There’d be no one left alone
I don’t feel the cuts in my heart
cuts in my heart, I don’t feel
the cuts in my heart, cuts in my heart!